Although i'm high at the top of my class, i'm not quite sure how. I don't really listen to a word they say. It's mostly basic knowledge to me. Instead, I sit and write random things and ideas that pop into my head.

This is just somthing simple I wrote today in biology.
I'm not sure i'd do anything but change it. Once I start writing somthing I have a bad habit of not having the detirmination to finish it...

I've always been told that death is one of life's worst jokes. You're given one thing-- time. How you spend it is your choice, or as some would call it, fate; but the one thing you cannot control - when it ends. It can be taken at any second, and you may have never seen it coming. I guess I didn't get the punch line..
I've personally never believed death is the worst feeling in the world. Well, not now, at least. Not after the past two years of my life. Not after everything I've seen. I think that heartbreak may truly be the one pain-in-the-ass-see-how-you-handle-it pranks that life tests you with. I mean, you fall deeply, madly inlove, to the point of no return, and it's ripped away from you as if you had dreamt the entire thing, and the alarm clock of life is sending in the reality check. Okay, so maybe i'm not much of an optimist, but don't we all believe that our 'heartbreak' is truly the worst? Unlike death, when a person is completely torn apart at the seems of their high-held heart, they have to continue breathing. Still not much of a joke to me..

AWESOME

For some reason, this brought to mind that, at times, death seems like an escape almost, right?


And I mean that in the most NOT "emo" or suicidal way possible

^agreed. its true.

"I mean, you fall deeply, madly inlove, to the point of no return, and it's ripped away from you as if you had dreamt the entire thing, and the alarm clock of life is sending in the reality check."

awesome sentence, seriously.