NeverDreamAlone.
Jan 5 2009, 04:30 PM
Update Loves! Enjoy and post your favs. please and thank you.
1.)And all she really wants to do is be alone.
Because she doesnt need anyone to understand,
they wouldnt anyways. No one has to know what
she may be going through or how shes dealing with it.
And she doesnt want anyone to worry, she just wants
to be alone and thats it.
2.)You know shes trying her hardest not to think
about you or if your thinking about her to.
She loves you though and she knows she always will.
And she wants to believe that when you said you love her to
that you mean it. She doesnt want to lose you, her life is nothing
without you. All she can do right now is be strong and hold back
the tears.
3.)I feel numb, its a feeling i have felt before
but this time its different. I dont think i can feel anything
else or if i ever will. I sleep more than i should so i dont
have to be reminded that your not here or that your not even
talking to me. I have trouble talking to my friends about this because
i dont want them to realize that your causing me so much hurt, but
im pretty sure i have them fooled, i always do. And if i keep from
facing it, the pain isnt all that bad to deal with.
4.)I go to sleep fearing that i'll dream of you.
Then i wake up to dissapointment because i did dream
of you but you werent there when i woke up.
5.)They want to know whats going on, why shes acting this way.
She wont say a word and she doesnt want them to bother worrying
about her. So she blares her music and cries what she feels she cant say.
6.)Just hold on tight.
Thats what i have to tell myself
just to get me through another day without you.
7.)They always want to know whats wrong.
I normally dont like to talk about it but when i do
they only hear but they dont really listen.
8.)She feels so empty inside and so alone.
She wishes you were there by her side to tell everything is
alright but your not. So she lays there dreaming of you being with her
at that moment and how good it would be if you actually were.
9.)I put that smile on my face.
I tell them i can be strong and that i'll make it through this
but deep down inside i know i wont. Your slowly killing me and
i just want it to stop. I just want you to say i love you and i always will,
like you did before.
10.)Why does this keep happening.
Why cant you see what your doing to me.
I bet if you could you would immediatley stop.
You probably couldnt stand watching someone go
through that much pain.
babybluebabe714
Jan 6 2009, 12:25 PM
You know shes trying her hardest not to think
about you or if your thinking about her to.
She loves you though and she knows she always will.
And she wants to believe that when you said you love her to
that you mean it. She doesnt want to lose you, her life is nothing
without you. All she can do right now is be strong and hold back
the tears.
fav.
NeverDreamAlone.
Jan 9 2009, 08:42 AM
I'll be doing another update when i get a few more comments please and thank you loves.
NeverDreamAlone.
Jan 19 2009, 06:44 PM
Yay Im glad Aimgirl is back up!! So just to celebrate im doing two updates. Comment with Favs.
1.)Her"Im mad because he broke your heart."
Her Friend"He didnt break my heart yet, its just hurting..aching.
but its not broken."
2.)I love you, cant you see that.
My life is worth living when your with me.
3.)Your everything.
Your the air i breathe.
Your the touch i crave.
Your the thoughts in my mind.
Your everything.
4.)Shes scared to face what she knows is happening.
Shes losing him and she cant stand to watch him fade away.
5.)Just take my hand and dont let go.
I want to be able to make it through the tough times
but i can only do that if your with me all the way.
6.)Love me for who i am
not who i use to be.
That girl isnt there anymore.
I've changed but the one thing that hasnt changed is my love for you.
7.)I cry out for you and your still not hearing me.
8.)I remember those days where the sun would shine down on me
and the day was so clear.
I remember feeling unstoppable, and so alive.
And i would give anything to get those days back.
9.)I wonder what its like to have it all.
To never be afraid that your going to fall.
10.)Im waiting for something thats better than this.
Something thats going to stay and not leave.
I just want something that is going to be worth the fight.
NeverDreamAlone.
Jan 19 2009, 06:48 PM
Dont Forget i did two updates. So make sure you check them both out. I hope you all enjoy. Much love. Comment with favs.
1.)Things are never what they seem.
You cant be sure of anything anymore.
2.)As i look around at all the people i notice that everyone has a story
they arent telling. Secrets they dont want anyone to know.
Some people can really build up strong walls just to keep everyone
out.
3.)Im constantly having people trying to bring me down and i know it wont stop
until i do. But i went through hell and back all my life and i know
what im made of. I never gave up then and no matter
what im not giving up now.
4.)Sometimes we just need certain people to be there for us
and when they refuse we cant help but turn the other way.
5.)If they hate me for who i am then they should hate him
for making me this way.
6.)Dont you hate it when someone tries so hard to lie
to you and they actually think they can get away with the lie they are telling
but you can see right through them and know its not the truth?
7.)Im known for making mistakes so you tell me if you
want this to end or not because i dont want
to make that choice and then end up regretting it like i know i probably will.
8.)Everyday is alot less interesting without you by my side.
Things just dont seem worth it anymore and i dont know why.
You are my everything and right now your not here and im not sure
what im suppose to do with myself until you get back.
9.)Im fighting this battle for you and only you.
I need you to know that and believe me when i say i love you more then
anyone could ever love a person.
10.)Just dont let go tonight.
I need you here with me more than ever and if
you go im afraid i'll fall apart.
11.)Open your eyes to a new day.
Its a new day to forget what happend yesturday.
12.)I just love you and i cant help it.
You love me to and we both need each other.
So stop pushing me away.
Kerrii_x
Jan 20 2009, 04:30 PM
1st update)
5.)Just take my hand and dont let go.
I want to be able to make it through the tough times
but i can only do that if your with me all the way.
2nd update)
8.)Everyday is alot less interesting without you by my side.
Things just dont seem worth it anymore and i dont know why.
You are my everything and right now your not here and im not sure
what im suppose to do with myself until you get back.
babybluebabe714
Jan 20 2009, 05:35 PM
wow!! i absoulty love ur quotes
favs r (threre r alott too)
Im waiting for something thats better than this. Something thats going to stay and not leave. I just want something that is going to be worth the fight.
Things are never what they seem.
You cant be sure of anything anymore.
Im constantly having people trying to bring me down and i know it wont stop
until i do. But i went through hell and back all my life and i know
what im made of. I never gave up then and no matter
what im not giving up now.
Sometimes we just need certain people to be there for us
and when they refuse we cant help but turn the other way.
Everyday is alot less interesting without you by my side.
Things just dont seem worth it anymore and i dont know why.
You are my everything and right now your not here and im not sure
what im suppose to do with myself until you get back.
Shes scared to face what she knows is happening. Shes losing him and she cant stand to watch him fade away.
NeverDreamAlone.
Jan 24 2009, 04:14 AM
Update. Hope you enjoy. Please Comment with your favs. Much love.
01. And the love i have for him is a love i cant resist.
02.So i wait and wait for him. I wait for a phone call or even a text and still nothing. I write him and he doesnt respond. It just makes me think am i pushing him away? Is he fed up with me? Does he just not care and will he ever really love me?
03.He makes me feel so safe. Like when hes around nothing bad can happen. And even if something did, it wouldnt matter cuz im with him. But hes not here and now i have those moments where i feel so alone and so unsafe that i just need him here to make me feel happy again.
04.Do tell me that im wrong and that i was just some stupid girl who was just wasting all her time. Because i did nothing wrong. All i ever did was love you with all my heart and i proved that to you everyday. Is that so wrong? No its not. And I know i shouldnt of wasted so much time on you but the sad thing is, i actually thought you would be worth it.
05.When i picture you in my mind and i imagine being close to you and i get lost in the thought. I see your face so close to mine, our lips about to touch and my heart beating faster with every move you make.
06.Shes not stupid. She knows what your doing to her because she can feel it. She doesnt want to think about what you put her through because its just that bad.
07.Take my hand, well make it. But if you let go, then we wont.
08.Isnt it amazing how something so simple can just lighten up your life?
09.Shes found her inner strenght and she feels good about herself. He doesnt affect her anymoe so now she can live her life freely without someone always trying to tear her apart.
10.Live for this moment and risk it all. Even if you fall just know that in the end it will be worth it all.
Kerrii_x
Jan 24 2009, 05:42 AM
05.When i picture you in my mind and i imagine being close to you and i get lost in the thought. I see your face so close to mine, our lips about to touch and my heart beating faster with every move you make.
favouriteeeeeee
babybluebabe714
Jan 24 2009, 02:32 PM
love the update
favs r
Shes not stupid. She knows what your doing to her because she can feel it. She doesnt want to think about what you put her through because its just that bad.
Live for this moment and risk it all. Even if you fall just know that in the end it will be worth it all.
Shes found her inner strenght and she feels good about herself. He doesnt affect her anymoe so now she can live her life freely without someone always trying to tear her apart.
When i picture you in my mind and i imagine being close to you and i get lost in the thought. I see your face so close to mine, our lips about to touch and my heart beating faster with every move you make.
MissBliss_x
Jan 24 2009, 05:33 PM
Isnt it amazing how something so simple can just lighten up your life?
Oh yeah <3
Great quotes (:
NeverDreamAlone.
Jan 26 2009, 01:00 AM
Update! I hope you enjoy and dont forget to please comment with your favs..thank you.
Don’t ever fear getting hurt by someone.There is no point in it because you know what everyone in your life can hurt you. There is no possibility that someone will never hurt. I mean you have to admit that atleast every single person has hurt you in some way or another. It doesnt matter what they meant to you or who they were.Its to be expected ya know?? Something you say to yourself.. "okay this person could possibly hurt me but i just have to deal with it." Don’t fear hurt because it can happen at any moment, by anyone, at any given time.
You have to love yourself more than you would love anyone else.Put yourself and what you want out of your life first before you put someone else first.Don’t let them haters get to you. Its their job to hate and all they are is one big joke.Never doubt what you can do. Always believe in yourself and love you for you.
Im not going to let him make me feel like im not good enough.That i don’t live up to his standards because thats not the case.I know what i have to give and i know who i am. Its not the fact that im not good enough it’s the fact that im better then him and his standards just don’t match up to mine.
Wouldnt things be so much easier if we didnt have to get emotionally involved?Because if you think about it if we didnt then the only thing we would be concerned about would be ourselfs and nothing else.
Im just giving all that i can and if you cant accept that, then don’t take it.
This is your life so do what you want and whats best for you.Its not anyone else’s life so don’t worry about anyone else except you and your life.
I don’t know about you but i hate it when people say if he aint willing to take the love that your giving him then find someone else who will take the love you have to give and appreciate it because its like why?? They love i have to give i want to give to him and nobody else.
I know what it feels like to love someone who you know will never love you back but you still just cant stop loving that person no matter how hard you try.
Kerrii_x
Jan 26 2009, 07:03 AM
I know what it feels like to love someone who you know will never love you back but you still just cant stop loving that person no matter how hard you try.
favouritee.
MissBliss_x
Jan 26 2009, 03:04 PM
I know what it feels like to love someone who you know will never love you back but you still just cant stop loving that person no matter how hard you try.
My favorite too <3
babybluebabe714
Jan 27 2009, 03:43 PM
Don’t ever fear getting hurt by someone.There is no point in it because you know what everyone in your life can hurt you. There is no possibility that someone will never hurt. I mean you have to admit that atleast every single person has hurt you in some way or another. It doesnt matter what they meant to you or who they were.Its to be expected ya know?? Something you say to yourself.. "okay this person could possibly hurt me but i just have to deal with it." Don’t fear hurt because it can happen at any moment, by anyone, at any given time.
favorite.
NeverDreamAlone.
Jan 29 2009, 05:29 AM
Update! I hope you all enjoy and comment with your favs.. Please and thank you.
1.Sometimes things cant always be fixed.You just have to leave it alone and walk away.Close your eyes and do the best you can to forget.
2.My heart broke with every word he said to me.And i could feel myself starting to fade away with the breeze.
I wanted to beg him to stay with me but i couldnt find my voice so all i did was let him walk away, knowing he wasnt ever going to come back.
3.Im tired of always getting knocked down. I feel like if i get knocked down again that i wont be able to pick myself back up like i did before.
4.We shared one last kiss and that was the end.I said my goodbyes and moved on with my life.
5.And if you don't see what i see in you, then just take my word for it that you are everything that anyone could possibly need in someone.
6.I locked my heart up and built back up those walls.I shut the world out because i wasnt going to fall.
7.So here i am always trying to find the words to tell you that will hopefully make you see the you are the only one for me.
8.Ya know how they say whenever you lose yourself you can either go back and find and the person you once were or completely lose that person forever?? Well i couldnt go back to find the person i once was because i don't know who she even was to begin with but its okay because i did lose that person forever but i got to create a whole new me and i must say im actually happy now with who i am.
9.Hold on tight and breathe slowly.This break down will be over momentarily.
10.Shes confused and shes wondering if your really going to worth the wait.
11.Don't push me away.I have pushed people away my whole life and nothing good ever came about it.
12.Even though your not here i wont cry over you.And when you come back im not going to expect anything from you.My head is held high with my heart full of hope that you will finally see that you really do love me.
Kerrii_x
Jan 29 2009, 02:52 PM
.So here i am always trying to find the words to tell you that will hopefully make you see the you are the only one for me.
love it!
babybluebabe714
Jan 29 2009, 05:49 PM
Sometimes things cant always be fixed.You just have to leave it alone and walk away.Close your eyes and do the best you can to forget.
favorite.
MissBliss_x
Jan 29 2009, 08:38 PM
And if you don't see what i see in you, then just take my word for it that you are everything that anyone could possibly need in someone.
I love that one.
Great quotes!
NeverDreamAlone.
Jan 31 2009, 07:33 AM
Update!! Enjoy and comment with your favs..
I want that kind of love that if we were to fall apart people would say.."No this cant be happening. If you two cant make it, who can?"
And now im really tired of waiting. After awhile, and after you waited for so many people to come around it just gets old. I don't want to sit here and wait for you anymore, who knows if im even waiting for anything special or not. But all i know right now is that i cant wait any longer, im sorry.
Im not good with goodbyes just so you know.So I'll just let you go without a word because i cant stand saying goodbye, espically to someone like you.
Theres still that sadness within my heart and it will never go away.But there still hope for a better day.
You may have me believing i don't always have to be alone.
Im holding on for dear life and i don't plan on letting you go.So heres my heart and you can have it as long as you take good care of it.
You put this smile on my face since the moment you said hello and i don't think its ever going to go away. And you made me fall in love the moment you said you didnt want me to ever let go.
Why don't you tell him your leaving because you found someone better who will treat you right.
And im going to dance like crazy and sing like nobody can hear me because as of today im living for myself and nothing else.
I cant depend on someone to make me happy or to make me feel loved, its just something i have to feel for myself.
And if this is the end, then I'll say my goodbyes.Im not going to run after you and beg you to stay if you don't want to.The thing is sometimes you have to accept that things fall apart just as quickly as they fall together.
Even if im broken thats not going to stop me from loving.Im not going to give up all hope.
Kerrii_x
Jan 31 2009, 09:43 AM
Im not good with goodbyes just so you know.So I'll just let you go without a word because i cant stand saying goodbye, espically to someone like you.
favourite!
MissBliss_x
Jan 31 2009, 10:01 AM
You put this smile on my face since the moment you said hello and i don't think its ever going to go away. And you made me fall in love the moment you said you didnt want me to ever let go.
Favorite! Love your quotes!
NeverDreamAlone.
Feb 3 2009, 07:54 AM
Update loves! Comment with your favs..
1.I gave up on waiting.I gave up on everything that i ever thought about you.There is nothing left that is proving to me that your going to come back and tell me you actually care.
2.I keep telling everyone that im fine, nothings wrong but what they don't know is that im probably breaking down inside, screaming for somebody to help me get through.
3.The days are getting a lot less interesting, the nights are getting long.Some things are falling apart, while other things are falling together.Nothing makes sense and theres nothing left to expect.
4.Im hoping that if i let you go, act like i don't care, you'll come back to me and you wont leave.
5.You fought so hard for this and when you finally got what you wanted all you did was throw it away without a care in the world.
6.She looks in the mirror and doesnt think about what any one else thinks of her but just knowing she is beautiful.
7.Why does it shock people when i say im happy??Is it because i was sad for all those years?Or that there was always something bringing me down?Is it because i loved that boy that always kept breaking my heart?
8.I don't just fall in love with anyone, there has to be something special about you, something mysterious.And when i open up to you and tell you all my secrets i want the favor returned because im willing to let you in so why not let me in?If i were to break your heart its for a good reason because i don't just go around breaking hearts for pleasure. And if i were to ever lie to you its because the truth would kill you more inside.
9.She closes her eyes and lets it all sink in.She takes a step back to where it all began just to remember the feeling it gave her then.
10.I don't know where this road will take me but im not turning back around.Im going to keep walking down this path because i know it has to lead somewhere.
Kerrii_x
Feb 3 2009, 08:46 AM
8.I don’t just fall in love with anyone, there has to be something special about you, some mysterious.And when i open up to you and tell you all my secrets i want the favor returned because im willing to let you in so why not let me in?If i were to break your heart its for a good reason because i don’t just go around breaking hearts for pleasure. And if i were to ever lie to you its because the truth would kill you more inside.
love it!
babybluebabe714
Feb 3 2009, 03:34 PM
And if this is the end, then I'll say my goodbyes.Im not going to run after you and beg you to stay if you don't want to.The thing is sometimes you have to accept that things fall apart just as quickly as they fall together.
Im not good with goodbyes just so you know.So I'll just let you go without a word because i cant stand saying goodbye, espically to someone like you.
favs.
NeverDreamAlone.
Feb 5 2009, 09:34 AM
Update!! Please Keep Commenting with Your favorites. And Enjoy.
2.“I think we should take a break” she told him. He didnt say anything, no response.
She tried to breathe in and out slowly, as she realized she was making the biggest mistake of her life. She couldnt live without him, there was no way.
3.She doesnt know what her friend is trying to do. She thinks shes trying to make her fall for him again. Shes always talking about him and how he has this new girlfriend, how much hes changed, and how nice he is now but she doesnt care what her friend tells her, she doesnt want him anymore. She will always love him but she let him go, shes over it and no matter what her friend says she wont be falling for him ever again.
4.It was unexpected because she gave up on waiting for him and then there he was texting her,
asking her how she was doing. Well how does he think she would be doing, he hasnt talked to her in months and he left her heartbroken, so im pretty sure things werent going to well for her.
5.Its getting harder day by day, living without him by my side. Never knowing whats hes out doing or what he may be thinking about.
6.I don’t want to cry, so im holding back the tears and putting on my best fake smile.
No one has to know how badly this is breaking me down inside.
7.So you never wanted to kill yourself because the pain was to much, and you never just wanted to hurt yourself because you felt like giving up. Thats good, im glad your life has never gotten that bad to where you would ever have to think about doing those things to yourself unlike me.
8.Shes loved so many people before but him, hes special, hes everything to her and theres not a moment that goes by that she doesnt worry about losing him for good.
9.I cant let this go, so don’t ask me to.
10.Im holding back mostly because im scared.
I don’t know what your going to think if i were to tell you the truth.
11.I just don’t know.
I don’t know what to think or what to say.
I have no idea what im going to do with myself anymore now that your gone.
12.I blame this broken heart for falling in love with him.
13.I wish i could go back and erase all the pain that we both cause each other but i cant do that.
No matter what you and I are going to have to live with the fact that we broke each others hearts.
Kerrii_x
Feb 5 2009, 01:57 PM
8.Shes loved so many people before but him, hes special, hes everything to her and theres not a moment that goes by that she doesnt worry about losing him for good.
favourite : )
APPLECRiSPZS44
Feb 5 2009, 02:36 PM
love them all.
8 is cute!
MissBliss_x
Feb 5 2009, 03:50 PM
13<|333
babybluebabe714
Feb 5 2009, 06:16 PM
8.Shes loved so many people before but him, hes special, hes everything to her and theres not a moment that goes by that she doesnt worry about losing him for good.
love it.
NeverDreamAlone.
Feb 7 2009, 12:07 PM
Update!!! Comment with YOur Favorites. Much love and Enjoy.
1. The moment you come back is the moment we finally get to be together.But im scared of looking into your eyes for the first time in a long time and i fear kissing your lips for that moment will surely leave me breathless.
2. If i just keep holding on for a little longer i can make it through this fight.The struggle has been hard and i have my battle wounds but im not going to give up because i know that it will be worth it.
3. Your with me while i sleep, telling me things will be okay.
4. I don't wont to loose you so i wont quit fighting for you every second of my life.Your all i need and more, you make my life complete.
5. I notice how people look at me sometimes. They just stare at me like their trying hard to find the meaning behind my eyes.I think its safe to say for certain that they want to know what goes on in my mind.If only they knew, if only.
6. Wishing i didnt have to think about you when times get hard because it just makes things harder knowing your not here when i need you to be.
7. She closed her eyes and fell asleep with the hopes that she wouldnt dream of him for once.
8. You love me so here i am, staying by your side forever and always.
You want me so its certain that you can have me.
9. Making wishes and hoping for a better day just isnt cutting it anymore.
10. I love you so you will have my heart forever even if i don't have yours.
MissBliss_x
Feb 7 2009, 12:29 PM
You love me so here i am, staying by your side forever and always.
great quote.
love the updates!
Kerrii_x
Feb 7 2009, 05:58 PM
love it!
5. I notice how people look at me sometimes. They just stare at me like their trying hard to find the meaning behind my eyes.I think its safe to say for certain that they want to know what goes on in my mind.If only they knew, if only.
babybluebabe714
Feb 8 2009, 08:13 AM
The moment you come back is the moment we finally get to be together.But im scared of looking into your eyes for the first time in a long time and i fear kissing your lips for that moment will surely leave me breathless.
I notice how people look at me sometimes. They just stare at me like their trying hard to find the meaning behind my eyes.I think its safe to say for certain that they want to know what goes on in my mind.If only they knew, if only.
favorites.
NeverDreamAlone.
Feb 8 2009, 10:58 PM
Its not a big update i know but i was going through alot and i had the urge to write so this is all that i wrote. Comment with your favs loves.
1.This was a mistake. Not you but me letting you inside. I let you know what i wanted and what i needed. I gave you my heart, i let you see my soul. You saw the tears and me with my head in my hands begging that all this would come to an end. I let you destroy who i was and take every little thing that i had. I never should of let you get so close. I should of held my heart together so it wouldnt of broken. With the smiles that i give to those who want to see it, theres always a little pain hidden behind it. A memory of you and what you did. How your gone and when you left for good. I guess what im trying to say is that if i would of just kept myself locked inside you wouldnt have me like you do, you wouldnt move me like you do and i wouldnt of loved you like i did. And my heart wouldnt of gotten as broken as it is.
2.Do you ever wonder what happens to the two people who loved each other and then let go of one another? I know i do. It makes you think, where are they going to go from here? Which road will they walk down and where will it lead them? Are they going to regret the choice they made later down the road or are they going to feel they did the right thing? Will they find happiness or will misery just come and rain on their parade? Do you ever wonder what happens to the two people who loved each other and then let go of one another??
3.There’s a girl laying in her bed with her hand on her heart hoping the pain would just stop.
She cant close her eyes because all she sees is his face and the heartache he brings. She doesnt feel he cares and thats what kills her inside. The tears roll down her face and theres no light thats going to shine her way. So she holds on tight with all the strenght she has left hoping the pain would just stop inside her chest.
4.Maybe he just doesnt get her. Its no surprise, hardly anyone does. He just doesnt understand why she has so many fears, or why she always thinks the sky is falling. She feels lost inside, trapped and she cant get out. You’re the only thing that seems sturdy enough to hold on to. She tries to reach for your hand and in her eyes you refuse because you want to watch her suffer just a little bit longer.
5. Sitting in her room, with the pen and paper in her hand. Her eyes drift off and she starts to think, think of anything just something that doesnt involve you. Her heart starts to beat fast and she lets everything go and just writes, shes writing down all that she is feeling in that one moment of time.
FortuneMookie
Feb 9 2009, 12:03 AM
Love the 2nd one!
angel_babbyx3
Feb 9 2009, 01:23 AM
I love number 5 =].
I do that all the time!
Kerrii_x
Feb 9 2009, 01:40 PM
1.This was a mistake. Not you but me letting you inside. I let you know what i wanted and what i needed. I gave you my heart, i let you see my soul. You saw the tears and me with my head in my hands begging that all this would come to an end. I let you destroy who i was and take every little thing that i had. I never should of let you get so close. I should of held my heart together so it wouldnt of broken. With the smiles that i give to those who want to see it, theres always a little pain hidden behind it. A memory of you and what you did. How your gone and when you left for good. I guess what im trying to say is that if i would of just kept myself locked inside you wouldnt have me like you do, you wouldnt move me like you do and i wouldnt of loved you like i did. And my heart wouldnt of gotten as broken as it is.
well done! Keep them up! They're amazing
MissBliss_x
Feb 9 2009, 03:26 PM
I love number two.
&I know from experience, one if not both people tend to regret it. :/
NeverDreamAlone.
Feb 10 2009, 01:49 PM
Update. May not be the greatest but i just needed to write. Comment with your favs..
1.Although i said i needed time to think, its now that i know there is most certainly nothing else i need but you. I want you by my side to hold my hand and tell me things will finally be alright now that you're here with me. Can you do that for me? Could you please just be there when everything feels like its all coming crashing down on me? Can you promise that i will be okay and there will be a better day? I just want you there for me and know that your love for me wont ever die. To know that you will take my heart and hold it deep inside you and never break it, that would make me finally see that things will truly be okay.
2.A lot of the times i feel very alone. Like there really is nobody there for me. I hate feeling like that but i cant control it. The phone never rings and no one ever text me just to say.. "how are you?" So i sit there and wonder, does anybody really care about me? Do i matter at all? Why do i feel so alone in this big world and how come this feeling wont go away? But ya know what, its always on those days that i feel that way, that i really am alone.
3.He finally called her and her heart was beating way to fast to control. They talked for awhile and normally everytime they got off the phone he says i love you but this time he didnt and she felt her heart just drop as a tear started to fall.
4.So far its hard for her to think that he wont just come back and then walk out of her life for good.
5 .Maybe i need to hear everyday that you love me. I want to hear you say that im beautiful and theres no one else out there for you but me. Maybe i just need you to show me how much you really do care.
6.Most of the time love doesnt need words. I know you can feel my love for you. You can hear it in my voice and you can see it in my eyes. I wish i could feel your love though. I don't know maybe i just cant feel any love towards me but i know all those people who i love, i know they can feel it.
7.I fear that im going to run again. You see everytime i get scared and don't want to get hurt i run. And most of the time no one ever runs after me so i feel its for the best that i did decide to run away but it never is because in the end the only person im hurting is myself.
8.I just need you to hold me because im falling apart. So please hold me in your arms and don't let go until im ready for you to. I need to know that you can do atleast that much for me.
Kerrii_x
Feb 10 2009, 02:35 PM
7.I fear that im going to run again. You see everytime i get scared and don't want to get hurt i run. And most of the time no one ever runs after me so i feel its for the best that i did decide to run away but it never is because in the end the only person im hurting is myself.
love it
NeverDreamAlone.
Feb 11 2009, 06:56 PM
Ill do an update after a few more comments. please and thank you.
MissBliss_x
Feb 11 2009, 07:22 PM
A lot of the times i feel very alone. Like there really is nobody there for me. I hate feeling like that but i cant control it. The phone never rings and no one ever text me just to say.. "how are you?" So i sit there and wonder, does anybody really care about me? Do i matter at all? Why do i feel so alone in this big world and how come this feeling wont go away? But ya know what, its always on those days that i feel that way, that i really am alone.
He finally called her and her heart was beating way to fast to control. They talked for awhile and normally everytime they got off the phone he says i love you but this time he didnt and she felt her heart just drop as a tear started to fall.
I fear that im going to run again. You see everytime i get scared and don't want to get hurt i run. And most of the time no one ever runs after me so i feel its for the best that i did decide to run away but it never is because in the end the only person im hurting is myself.
I have either been through those, or am still going through those.
Absoutely amazing, I really really liked this update.
NeverDreamAlone.
Feb 11 2009, 10:05 PM
Thank you for the feedback. Heres An Update!! Enjoy loves.
1.I keep telling myself that im done with you. That im going to ignore you until you can prove and show me that you really do love me and need me but every time there is something inside of me i cant control and i let all my promises that i made to myself go. And then i back to where i started with my heart full of pain because i gave in once again. Im sick and tired of feeling so alone so just show me that your there and your not going to disappear like everyone else did.
2. What am i suppose to do?? Do you know what the hell i have even been through, no you don’t! So stop yelling at me because i get scared that your just going to leave me heartbroken.
3. You dont know how badly i just want to pack all my things and get in the car and drive so far away and leave absolutely everything behind. Never to come back and never to answer any of the questions of why i left. I just want to go to a place where i can start over and never think back on what use to be my life.
4. Shes had enough of breaking down and fallin apart. Theres nothing left for her, not even her heart. So just give her a break and let her have some rest. I dont think she can take anymore pain.
5. But your not here are you? Your there and im stuck here wondering all sorts of things. Like does he really love me, will he ever care. Do i ever go through your mind, because every second your running through mine. Im trying hard not to lose it all but i dont know how much more i can take.
6.Maybe i should just stop caring completely and see how far that gets me because with all the love i have to give its not getting me anywhere.
7.I want to break your heart. I want you to sit there and wonder what im doing and where i am. I want you to love me so badly and need me so much that it kills you inside. I want you to go crazy thinking about me all the time and i hope that you come crawling to me.
8.Im so close to almost giving up for good.
Kerrii_x
Feb 12 2009, 11:51 AM
7.I want to break your heart. I want you to sit there and wonder what im doing and where i am. I want you to love me so badly and need me so much that it kills you inside. I want you to go crazy thinking about me all the time and i hope that you come crawling to me.
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NeverDreamAlone.
Feb 14 2009, 06:12 PM
More Comments And Ill Do a Huge Update!!
MissBliss_x
Feb 15 2009, 09:32 AM
I want to break your heart. I want you to sit there and wonder what im doing and where i am. I want you to love me so badly and need me so much that it kills you inside. I want you to go crazy thinking about me all the time and i hope that you come crawling to me.
Loved that one.
Sorry it took forever to reply!
NeverDreamAlone.
Feb 20 2009, 02:30 PM
Heres your big update!! Comment with your favs. I worked really hard on this. So please leave some love.
1. I like to daydream about you holding me, kissing me and saying i love you.
I like to daydream about you being good to me and showing me how much you care but then reality hits me and i realize your not even here and you probably don’t think about me or even care that much.
2. I really want to keep fighting but my strength is fading and i want to keep holding on but im afraid im losing my grip.
3. Her heart got broken once and now he was breaking it again. She called her friend asked her if she wanted to go for a drive. She said yes and they were off. They blared the music and drove for hours, not caring what tomorrow was going to bring. Just knowing they were going to be there with open arms. All because of that one night in the car where they remembered...*beep* happens but life goes on.
4. She wanted him and needed him and here he was willing to love her back but she was scared she might mess this up and she didnt know what that would do to him. Of all the hearts in the world she didnt want to break his.
5. Can you feel my love? I sure am giving you all of me. Are you going to take care of me and treat me right because i cant really afford another heartbreak tonight.
6. I feared i loved him, loved him to much.
7. Im so high right now thinking back on all our memories. The times we loved each other more than anyone could of imagined.
8. Im late i know but the only reason i came back was to tell you that this is it, im not coming back around. I cant take the pain that you just cause. I don’t want to cry and i don’t want to be sad. I want to be happy again.
9. I lost myself, i guess you could say i took the wrong turn. I stumbled upon some bad things. I made some pretty stupid choices, definitely had my fair share of mistakes but all that made me see how strong i really was for overcoming all that has been thrown at me.
10. Don’t jump to conclusions and don’t put all the blame on me. I tried as hard as i could of to be all you needed but i wasnt good enough and you knew that.
11. I hate putting my faith in someone and getting let down but im putting my faith in you, even if you let me down, I’ll still love you.
12.There are shadows of you and me dancing around my room. Their happy, they love each other but my heart sinks, your not here and my love isnt enough.
13. In the visions in my mind you love me all the time. You hold me every now and then and kiss me when i want you to but i have to live outside of my mind and realize the truth in front of my eyes.
14. Right now im speechless. I went into thinking this is going to end badly because it always does. You were good to me some days, others you werent so great. You try to make me feel like i have so much to apologize for when maybe i do but its something i have to do on my own time. Its my problems, my life. Don’t use my past mistakes against me and don’t treat me like i need to pay for everything that went wrong.
15. Its very true, hearts get broken all the time, all over the world. But you know theres really nothing we can do about it. People have the love they want to give and they decide who they want to give it to. None of us can make a choice for anyone. If its feels right and your hearts beating fast maybe you should hold on to it. If its seems worth everything and you need that person, maybe you should fight for them. Thats all any of us can really do, go after who we really want and need and in the end hope you don’t end up heartbroken.
16. Do you think if you yell at me that makes you more of a man? If you make me cry? Or if you cut me down to make you feel better about yourself that will make you more of a man? Because it doesnt, that just makes you an *beep*.
17. She is fighting so hard for him, trying to give him all he needs and wants. He doesnt have to do the same for her though, being with her is just enough. He already is what she needs and wants. She just wants to be good enough, she wants to be everything. Everything he needs.
18. Wake up, can you see those tears in my eyes? You put them there and they havent stopped falling since the moment you tore my whole world apart. I don’t want to feel this weak, i want to be strong. I just really want to forget about it and never have to look back.
MissBliss_x
Feb 20 2009, 03:33 PM
Im so high right now thinking back on all our memories. The times we loved each other more than anyone could of imagined.
Great quote. Amazing update!
Kerrii_x
Feb 21 2009, 11:05 AM
17. She is fighting so hard for him, trying to give him all he needs and wants. He doesnt have to do the same for her though, being with her is just enough. He already is what she needs and wants. She just wants to be good enough, she wants to be everything. Everything he needs.
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