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Sometimes life is CRAZY..
but you learn from everything that happens.
Everytime something goes wrong or when you get fall down
you learn.. cause thats what life is about . learning from everything
&& becoming strong.


You only learn to walk when you finally get sick of falling on your butt<3


You told me Ill never make it
You said "little girl your dreams are to big to ever come true."
Well daddy what do you think of me now.
As I rock out on this stage
Im doing everything you said I could never do..
DADDY I MADE MY DREAMS COME TRUE!


Im forever changed by you...
You are the reason im still here
You are the only one who ever believed in me
&& even though we no longer speak.
You still mean the world to me.


&& Babygirl hold your head up high
Put a smile on your pretty little face
Come on babygirl show this world what your made of
Show them all how to rise above.


*~*DRAMA leave it at the door*~*

I cant remember the last time I smiled
I cant remember the last time I laughed
All I can remember is you walking outta my life
&& you never said good-bye


As you grow older you start to realize alot of things..
Like how you need a job cause money is everything..
Or how hard it is to make it on your own..
You realize people you once loved are the ones you need to let go of.
&& how no one is ever true...
But the most important thing you will realize is
The only one you can depend on is youself.


Girl: I cant do this anymore. Im so sick of being second best. You should just go home to your g.f and leave me alone!
Boy: Well im sorry if you feel like that cause I dont want to lose you.
Girl:(screams) You cant lose something you never had..
Boy: But I did have you. & you had me. I care about you more then anyone else.
Girl: Then why are you with her. ( as tears come down her eyes)
Boy: * just looks at her*
Girl: exactly . * walks out the door.*

sometimes I think back to when Everything was so simple..
When friends ment everything...
&& nights never seemed to end.
I think about all the times when I knew exactly who I was
and what I believed in
But most importantly I think back to when
You took my hand & said you loved me

&& sometimes all you can do is laugh at all the madness

How is it possible that you made me into the one person I never wanted to become
before you I knew exactly who I was & what I wanted from life
I had my " I dont care" attiude & never felt pain.
Now here I am two years later.
I dont know who I am or what I want anymore.
The worst part is I care.. oh baby I care so much..
&& now that your gone there are tears pooring from my eyes.
I've never thought I could feel so much pain
from one little word...GOODBYE.


will you listen to me for once.. LET HIM FIGHT FOR YOU. stop running to his every *beep* need.. stop saying baby i wanna work *beep* out. stop stayin on the phone with him.. make him think hes losing you.. give it a few weeks.. maybe days.. if he truly cares he will come running back like a lil lost puppy.. if not he never loved you and u have to let it go


Trust me sweetheart...Ill always be better then you..


&& it never felt so good to say goodbye.. you've controled my every thought for way long.. goodbye my dear friend .. i hope you get far in life.. so lets make toast.. heres to goodbyes and a new start <3


MUSIC makes the world go ROUND

Boy: Be safe.
girl: I always am

baby dont you know nothing last forever....
so lets not make a big deal outta this.
keep it on the DL ..
So that way maybe we will be together forever!

&& Its not like the feelings I have for you can just go away.
-a quote from an old friend.

Musicsiswar<3<3

Sometimes life is CRAZY..
but you learn from everything that happens.
Everytime something goes wrong or when you get fall down
you learn.. cause thats what life is about . learning from everything
&& becoming strong.

You told me Ill never make it
You said "little girl your dreams are to big to ever come true."
Well daddy what do you think of me now.
As I rock out on this stage
Im doing everything you said I could never do..
DADDY I MADE MY DREAMS COME TRUE!


those are cutee. =]

Girl: I cant do this anymore. Im so sick of being second best. You should just go home to your g.f and leave me alone!
Boy: Well im sorry if you feel like that cause I dont want to lose you.
Girl:(screams) You cant lose something you never had..
Boy: But I did have you. & you had me. I care about you more then anyone else.
Girl: Then why are you with her. ( as tears come down her eyes)
Boy: * just looks at her*
Girl: exactly . * walks out the door.*

&& Its not like the feelings I have for you can just go away.

those are my favorites.
really cute quotes.

amazing quotes!!

Sometimes life is CRAZY..
but you learn from everything that happens.
Everytime something goes wrong or when you get fall down
you learn.. cause thats what life is about . learning from everything
&& becoming strong.


&& Babygirl hold your head up high
Put a smile on your pretty little face
Come on babygirl show this world what your made of
Show them all how to rise above

I cant remember the last time I smiled
I cant remember the last time I laughed
All I can remember is you walking outta my life
&& you never said good-bye

As you grow older you start to realize alot of things..
Like how you need a job cause money is everything..
Or how hard it is to make it on your own..
You realize people you once loved are the ones you need to let go of.
&& how no one is ever true...
But the most important thing you will realize is
The only one you can depend on is youself.

Thankssss guys...


&& I saw the look in your eyes
that look that said it would all be ok


( this is a convo between me and my bffl rob)
me: i must have been absent the day everyone got to pick there bestfriends. seriously
everyone has that cool gay bestfriend and I got you wtf!
HIM: well I didnt pick you either so maybe I was absent too
me .. im glad we didnt pick eachother i dont know what i would do without you<3


How do you do it?
Your the only one who knows me
Im talking about the real me
You know im a bit crazy, i can be a total mess, that i can never make up my mind
that i cry for no reason, that i get mad easy, and I make alot of mistakes.
but you still manage to love me with all your heart
baby how do you do it?

A best friend is someone who listens to you
even when she told you she doesnt wanna hear it anymore
She's someone who stands up for even when she knows your wrong.
She's that person who knows what your thinking before you do.
A best friend is someone who sits there when your crying and says" what the *beep* hole do this time"
then says " i got the silly string where is his car at"!
Yea thats a best friend!

When someone eggs your house ... burn theres down!
- some movie on life time?

When I dont drink im a total mess...
I think about you and everything I left behind..
I wonder what your doing and if she is everything you wanted..
I hope all your dreams are coming true..
& in all honesty i dont want to think about you
I dont want to remember what i left behind
or think about you with her .
I really shouldnt care about your dreams
So poor me a drink ill never think about you again!

Its sad when you see someone you care about lose it all
when there dreams never get to come true
&& the respect they once had is gone
But you gotta remember they did it to themself
cause the power of drugs will take them over
&& nothing in the world can stop them. not even the power of love!

Turn up the music.. cause this is war..!

Hold on little girl it will be over soon.
I promise it will get better..
just keep you head up.
put on a smile ..
&& go after your dreams

I know i've made alot of mistakes ..
doesnt everyone? Yea i made alot more then most people.
But every single mistake i've made i've learned from.
My mistakes are what made me into the person I am today.
&& I wouldnt want to be anyone else!

sorry guys i have no time to make them all cute... tell me what you think?

they r awsome

favs are


&& I saw the look in your eyes
that look that said it would all be ok

Hold on little girl it will be over soon.
I promise it will get better..
just keep you head up.
put on a smile ..
&& go after your dreams

I know i've made alot of mistakes ..
doesnt everyone? Yea i made alot more then most people.
But every single mistake i've made i've learned from.
My mistakes are what made me into the person I am today.
&& I wouldnt want to be anyone else!

How do you do it?
Your the only one who knows me
Im talking about the real me
You know im a bit crazy, i can be a total mess, that i can never make up my mind
that i cry for no reason, that i get mad easy, and I make alot of mistakes.
but you still manage to love me with all your heart
baby how do you do it?

Hold on little girl it will be over soon.
I promise it will get better..
just keep you head up.
put on a smile ..
&& go after your dreams

my favoritesssss.
fabulous ! =)

I know i've made alot of mistakes ..
doesnt everyone? Yea i made alot more then most people.
But every single mistake i've made i've learned from.
My mistakes are what made me into the person I am today.
&& I wouldnt want to be anyone else!


loved them!!

Heyy guys thanks so muchhh



&& I couldnt tell you I love you.
Even though it was right on the top of my tounge
the words just couldnt come out
because I know you would take them and use them agaisnt me..


[[Life]] never gives you what you want
but ALWAYS gives you what you need

How can you just sit there?
You watched her slowly fade
You took her smile & faith
and you just sat there and let it happen
How could you do that & say you love her at the same time?


every night i sit up and ask myself
How can you do this to your kids
how can you leave them behind
I wounder if the drugs really feel as good as im told
but I could never touch them.
Not after seeing what they have done to you.
I hate when I look at myself and see you
but thats the only way we are the same.
Because I will never be like you
ILL never runway


Do you know how it feels to look fear in the face
&& not back down.
How about feeling like you couldnt take another step
&& manage to walk a mile
or when I just want to break down and cry.
But still put a smile on you face
& promis yourself they will never see you break

&& she said she would never fall in love
she told her self love is for suckers..
then you came into her life and within hours
changed her way of thinking..
The girl fell in love..

daddy's little girl grew up
She became what they never thought she would
She was outta control in there eyes
But in hers she was following her dreams
She was gonna be something amazing one day!

sometimes goodbyes hurt but it is what you gotta do
it might hurt but it wont hurt as much as he hurt you

How can you just sit there?
You watched her slowly fade
You took her smile & faith
and you just sat there and let it happen
How could you do that & say you love her at the same time?

my favorite.
lovely update.

lovely update

favs r

[[Life]] never gives you what you want
but ALWAYS gives you what you need

daddy's little girl grew up
She became what they never thought she would
She was outta control in there eyes
But in hers she was following her dreams
She was gonna be something amazing one day!

sometimes goodbyes hurt but it is what you gotta do
it might hurt but it wont hurt as much as he hurt you

sometimes goodbyes hurt but it is what you gotta do
it might hurt but it wont hurt as much as he hurt you

love them

hey guys sorry it took soo long .. my mom has been in the hospital =[..
but shes better now .. thanks for the feed back <3





&& i know the times have changed
but your still here loving me
like you have from day one


you fell in love as i fell apart
you took my hand and saved my heart
you believed in me since day one
you stayed when everyone said run.
I owe you everything cause you made me who I am
without you I would never be able to stand

You stick around to let me down
baby you just dont get it
im gonna walk away soon
you have one more chance
say you love me or im gone


two different worlds
two different people
one guy one girl
totally in love with eachother
but no one could ever know


what a shame boy
you stood there and let her walk right outta your life
FOREVER.
&& she really did love you

now hes going crazy
he let her slip away
she feels asthough its two years wasted
he loves her with all his heart.
but he never told her how he felt
so she walked away found someone new
and now he is lost && has no clue what to do


some dance to remember;; some dance to forget
-the eagels

you said go slow I fall behind
the dumb beats outta time
-time after time

baby girl you gotta keep your head up
even when the road gets hard never give up
baby dont cry
-tupac.

what a shame boy
you stood there and let her walk right outta your life
FOREVER.
&& she really did love you

love them.
glad your mom is doing better.
<3

now hes going crazy
he let her slip away
she feels asthough its two years wasted
he loves her with all his heart.
but he never told her how he felt
so she walked away found someone new
and now he is lost && has no clue what to do


My favorite!!

what a shame boy
you stood there and let her walk right outta your life
FOREVER.
&& she really did love you

how true..

tell m what ya'll think bout this poem:
}Cold{ By:alyssa a.k.a. RedRazors
It's cold in here,
On this floor,
I'm almost numb,
I'm almost dead,
But i'm alive enough,
To feel this cold hard floor,
But now i'm dead and it's no longer,
Cold.

thanks for the feedback lovess..
* && as for that poem.. its very upsetting ..**

As time goes by I realized you never ment to much to me

&& your the one who tought me to never give up
You told me I can do anything I put my mind too
So now that im walking away from you
I know im strong enough to say goodbye..

At times I feel like no matter what I do
life will never work out the way I planned it to
but you know what.. thats what makes me strong
because i gotta fight for everything i want.

baby your so amazing ..
I really dont know how you deal with me..
I can be so crazy.. I get upset so easy
but you always put a smile on my face
& thats what makes me love

&& I wish I could go back to when it was just you and me
but times have changed and your nothing like you used to be

so from now on im gonna do everything for myself
I will no longer do everything to please you
because this is my life and i gotta live it

you said you would never forget me
you said you could never leave
but then you decided to walk away
breaking every promise you ever made

At times I feel like no matter what I do
life will never work out the way I planned it to
but you know what.. thats what makes me strong
because i gotta fight for everything i want.

fav!

baby your so amazing ..
I really dont know how you deal with me..
I can be so crazy.. I get upset so easy
but you always put a smile on my face
& thats what makes me love

Amazing doll.

At times I feel like no matter what I do
life will never work out the way I planned it to
but you know what.. thats what makes me strong
because i gotta fight for everything i want.

so from now on im gonna do everything for myself
I will no longer do everything to please you
because this is my life and i gotta live it

you said you would never forget me
you said you could never leave
but then you decided to walk away
breaking every promise you ever made

My favorites!!

thanks lovesssss.......

I know hes not you ..
THATS WHY I LOVE HIM
duhh

LADYS I NEED MORE COMMENTSSSS IF POSSIBLE... HEHE THANKSSS<3333

your the one who showed me how to be strong
your the one who tought me to walk away from whats hurting me
you told me to stand up for myself
you told me to do what I believe is right even if it might hurt someone
BOY its like you tought me how to shoot the gun I later shot you with



I think you might be mistaken me for who I used to be
Well im sorry im not her anymore
and I wont let you sit here and play with my heart
I wont let you tell me what to do anymore
I learned I gotta stand up for myself
you will never walk all over me again!

absoultyy love them!

Love these, post more!!

THANKSS LOVESSS <3<3<3

I promised you I would never forget those amazing times we shared
But I never promised I would stay around forever

Cute, post more!

so I let you get the best of me
thats because I trusted you
I wanted to believe you
I thought I could love you
but I see you just had to go and break my heart
but im not ashamed to say boy you got the best of me

My favorite!!

soo cute
favs is

look back at the years and realize how much everything has changed
sometimes I wish I could go back to those summer nights
when my friends where family
I had dreams that I was working toword
Now everything is different
my friends have changed
&& my dreams are faded

I remember you when you where at your best
With that famous smile on your face
I still see you with that sparkle in your eye
I try to remember you at your best because right now your at your worst
&& boy its a damn shame because you at your best was nothing less then amazing

rockinnnn

thankssssss guys..

&& I walked away because I was hurting not because I wanted to hurt you

Never let the fear of your past hold you back from doing something amazing today!

yes I loved you and i still do
but those drugs too the boy i love away
&& I have a feeling hes not coming back anytime soon


comments pleaseeee<3 thanks lovess

so now I sit here with my head in my hand
tears rolling down my face..
feeling so used ..my hearts in two
I keep thinking back to the days when we together
now im wondering where we went wrong..
I could have sworn we would have made it
but I guess I was wrong

yes I loved you and i still do
but those drugs too the boy i love away
&& I have a feeling hes not coming back anytime soon
[Gah. Soooooo true.]

updatee<33333

If you want to walk away thats fine
But if you think about looking back
I wont be there</3

I cant believe after all this time
You can stand there and say you have no feelings for me
You tell me you want me outta of your life
&& how I ment nothing to you
But I dont believe you.. not one bit!

Please believe me when I say ::goodbye::
because you will never see another tear fall from my eyes

Its a scarry thing...
When you cant trust the one person you trusted with all your heart
&& now all your secrets could be out in the open
all because of one single lie

&& you always taught me to be strong
you would tell me to always keep my head up
but now I need for you to be strong
please just keep your head up
[[dont let go]]

No one understand we have been thru more crap in our 18 years
then a normal person has gone thru in 100 years...
We have seen things no child should have seen
We have been places no one could ever picture
but you know what we made it out
&& we are stronger then a "normal" person
(a real convo with me and my bestie annie)

If you want me here you gotta prove to me you do
because all these fights are losing there meaning
I cant be the only one fighting anymore
I just cant be the only one who gives a shittt
so boy if you want me here prove it
&& I swear ill stay

Girl stop settling for less the you diserve
Your a little more then amazing
and if you keep settling for all these asssholes
your gonna start thinking its what you diserve
and clearly its not!

I think its time for me to ditch this town
&& start someplace new
where no one knows my torn past
or about all the drugs
I think its time for me to forget you
&& everything you did to me!!?

&& you want me to tell you the truth..
your selfish.. your annoying.. apathetic.. and a jerk!
you break my heart every time you leave
&& make me smile everytime you come back
Your the only one who can make me smile like that .. did you know that?
your the only one who actually "has my heart"
and the sad truth is you could care less!!

Just one call from you could make everything so much better!

&& Im not looking for [[forever]]
Im looking for right now!!

You can be my superman
save me.. here I am

I think the worst part is knowing im not worth the truth
Knowing I mean so little that you can lie to me without a blink of an eye
& knowing no matter who bad it would hurt I would always tell you the turth
because you ment that much to me

&& you want me to tell you the truth..
your selfish.. your annoying.. apathetic.. and a jerk!
you break my heart every time you leave
&& make me smile everytime you come back
Your the only one who can make me smile like that .. did you know that?
your the only one who actually "has my heart"
and the sad truth is you could care less!!

I love them! ^ My favorite!

Thanks hunnn<3

updatee.....


&& You know you had my heart in your hands
but you let me go.. now im gone forever

You know its funny.. how you can spend 2 years with someone
then boom there gone .. without a reason to why they left.
but maybe your better off that way you know
because then you dont have to say goodbye to that person that was once your world
goodbyes hurt more then anything, they hurt even more then him just leaving..

&& you mean nothing to me anymore ..
you where special to me but Ive lost all respect for you..
I hope those drugs make you feel better..
they sure as hell are more important then me..

I miss the old you .. you had dreams
but you let your dreams slip away
now everything is gone.. EVEN ME!

No matter how far away you might be right now
your still my best friend till the end
No matter where you are just close your eyes
and look into your heart. ill be there
girl we ill be besties for ever.. and thats something you wont ever have to doubt

Girl what are you waiting for.. You look amazing
Go out and show them what your made of

This world is filled with fake smiles and shattered hearts

You might be able to shatter my heart like its nothing
&& you might be able to make me cry like its you job
but one thing you will never be able to do is take my pride
yea I made a mistake falling in love with you
but I will find better!

I finally realized you little game
my heart will be fine now
because your not here to contol me anymore
baby im free!!

I know this is not what we wanted...
but boy its what I need!

I hate the fact I let myself be myself around you..
No one before knew the "real" me..
damnnn I even let you see me cry..
I hate that you where the one to help me thru the last few years
when nothing was right..
I hate even more that your the one who helped me see the light
i cant stand that you were the one to always believe in me
&& how you taught me to trust myself
but I hate even more that your gone
and now im all alone
I will never be able to forgive you for that!!

pleaseeee comment .. i wont post more until i get atleast 2!

This world is filled with fake smiles and shattered hearts

I hate the fact I let myself be myself around you..
No one before knew the "real" me..
damnnn I even let you see me cry..
I hate that you where the one to help me thru the last few years
when nothing was right..
I hate even more that your the one who helped me see the light
i cant stand that you were the one to always believe in me
&& how you taught me to trust myself
but I hate even more that your gone
and now im all alone
I will never be able to forgive you for that!!

I love them!

they saw each other for the first time in months..
he heard she was with someone new..
so he decided to ask her " what is it he has that I didnt"
she simply said " hes everything you just couldnt be"

fav!

thanksss<3
update<33333

&& I learned not to question things in life
Im better off not knowing the answer!

Im finding out im better off without you here
my smile is back and theres no more tears
I know sooner or later you will try to come back
but seriously boy you let me go and you blew your chance

Sometimes you gotta realize people arent going to stay in your life
&& you have to except that fact. They come in teach you a lesson and leave.
Just rememeber your a better person from knowing them.

you couldnt save me this time..
I had to save myself.
we both knew this,
it was time for me to prove to the world I can make it on my own..

Your pathetic the way you leave when things get hard..
You couldnt stand to see me happy. so you left..
well im sorry you couldnt step up and be my boy
You didnt even try in all honesty..
so now your mad because I found someone who makes me happy..
Boy your a pathetic excuses for a man!

Boy: you dont love him.. you cant love him!
Girl: yes I do love him he makes me happy..
Boy: its only been a month you cant love someone you have only been with for a month
Girl: you wanna bet.. your only saying this because your mad that I found someone better!
Boy: no im saying this so you dont get hurt!
Girl: Hes not you.. trust me he wont hurt me.

favs r

&& I learned not to question things in life
Im better off not knowing the answer!

Im finding out im better off without you here
my smile is back and theres no more tears
I know sooner or later you will try to come back
but seriously boy you let me go and you blew your chance

Sometimes you gotta realize people arent going to stay in your life
&& you have to except that fact. They come in teach you a lesson and leave.
Just rememeber your a better person from knowing them.

&& You know you had my heart in your hands
but you let me go.. now im gone forever

Girl what are you waiting for.. You look amazing
Go out and show them what your made of

Im finding out im better off without you here
my smile is back and theres no more tears
I know sooner or later you will try to come back
but seriously boy you let me go and you blew your chance

Boy: you dont love him.. you cant love him!
Girl: yes I do love him he makes me happy..
Boy: its only been a month you cant love someone you have only been with for a month
Girl: you wanna bet.. your only saying this because your mad that I found someone better!
Boy: no im saying this so you dont get hurt!
Girl: Hes not you.. trust me he wont hurt me.
^^ When I read that, I yelled "RIGHT ON!" hehe seriously =D

i love your quotes.

my favs..
Please believe me when I say ::goodbye::because you will never see another tear fall from my eyes

No one understand we have been thru more crap in our 18 years
then a normal person has gone thru in 100 years...
We have seen things no child should have seen
We have been places no one could ever picture
but you know what we made it out
&& we are stronger then a "normal" person

I think its time for me to ditch this town
&& start someplace new
where no one knows my torn past
or about all the drugs
I think its time for me to forget you
&& everything you did to me!!

I think the worst part is knowing im not worth the truth
Knowing I mean so little that you can lie to me without a blink of an eye
& knowing no matter who bad it would hurt I would always tell you the turth
because you ment that much to me

I hate the fact I let myself be myself around you..
No one before knew the "real" me..
damnnn I even let you see me cry..
I hate that you where the one to help me thru the last few years
when nothing was right..
I hate even more that your the one who helped me see the light
i cant stand that you were the one to always believe in me
&& how you taught me to trust myself
but I hate even more that your gone
and now im all alone
I will never be able to forgive you for that!!

Sometimes you gotta realize people arent going to stay in your life
&& you have to except that fact. They come in teach you a lesson and leave.
Just rememeber your a better person from knowing them.


you couldnt save me this time..
I had to save myself.
we both knew this,
it was time for me to prove to the world I can make it on my own..

Boy: you dont love him.. you cant love him!
Girl: yes I do love him he makes me happy..
Boy: its only been a month you cant love someone you have only been with for a month
Girl: you wanna bet.. your only saying this because your mad that I found someone better!
Boy: no im saying this so you dont get hurt!
Girl: Hes not you.. trust me he wont hurt me.

&& you mean nothing to me anymore ..
you where special to me but Ive lost all respect for you..
I hope those drugs make you feel better..
they sure as hell are more important then me..

my absolute fave!!
do u have anymore like that ..
like ur boyfriends drug habits ruined ur relationship?

thanks xoxox
keep up the good work