you get tired of it.
u get tired of being the girl that guys use for the self confidence of the day.
and u tell them to look somewhere else.
like this is cliche but u really do put up a wall to see who cares enough to knock it down.
and u wanna find someone who is man enough to knock it down so u wait,
and u wait, and u cry, and there it is still standing and there u are broken in pieces
its like the wall u put up and show the world is fake.
You try to smile you try to be happy when whats inside the wall is already destroyed..
so its like theres no use for the wall..everything worth protecting got destroyed before u decided to build it.
So now your more vulnerable than ever.
And sure guys come along and flirt but all you are to them is someone who they can flirt with and get advice about the girls they really want.
But eventually in time &a guy will come along..and he willl want to be with you always. and when u push him away..
hell come back more determined. when u tell him u dont love him.
hell come back for more, because he knows that ur hurt and he knows u have to learn to trust him.
hell be there for u no matter how hard u try to make him leave. itll never be easy; but itll be worth it.
It sucks that like the things in life that bother us the most are the things we can do nothing about.
But then again maybe these things that eat us alive are the things that get us to where we need to be.
Its hard cuz you know what u want and it hurts like heck when you know you can’t have it and the chances of you getting are practically slim to none.
Although it’s so hard to stop believing in something that u know may never happen.
It’s even harder to let go when its the only thing u ever really wanted.
But never think that it was a mistake.
The only situations in life that are mistakes are the ones u never learn from.
Don’t regret it either.
Regretting only causes you to feel sorry for yourself and makes u blame everyone but yourself.
Accept it, learn from it, grow from it, and move on.
Plus there’s a pretty big hole in your life it seems where that thing or person should be.
But we just have to move on cuz there’s nothing we can really do about it.
Plus why stress, yes, it’s a minor set back in the way you wanted things to go, but no, it’s not the end.
There are fabulous things ahead.
So just let go, live, let life take u where it takes u.
faith is basically wat i live on.
yes i may belive in ppl prolly too much for my own good.
and i may get hurt sometimes but it doesnt stop me from thinking the best of ppl
why cant love be easy?
its not made to be, its a fight,
and when you find the person worth going through all the pain with.
and the one who doesnt leave throught the battle thats when u know hes worth it